| Cynical Realist |
[Jun. 28th, 2006|10:34 am] |
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I do not see the glass as half empty or as half full. I see the glass and notice it can hold more. It is in the middle of the table and has room to roam. It is translucent, dark without light, and a royal blue when hit by the sun. It hates being a glass, it wants to be more. |
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| Coincidence/Random/Supernatural? |
[Jun. 27th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
Dear LJ,
It seems that, lately, in my life- too many of the un-natural 'little things' have been coming up. This has always been the case. I've been in tune with nature and god, all of my life. And as they say, "it is the little things that make life worth living." So I always chose to listen and pay attention. However, lately these events are destroying who I am, so I propose this, "what if? or- what happens when the little things make life so unbearable, so difficult, so dark...?
The person I am today is influenced by every 'little thing' in my past, all the events in my life have made me who I am today. All the events in my past, have let me understand 'the now' (the present) and sometimes the future (the possibilities). I am not a psychic or a prophet nor do I want to be. If you listen to your soul, along with nature you don't need to be a prophet in order to realize and understand the events unfolding before your eyes.
Nature evolves, continues, exists- in patterns. Life does the same. Every thing has the ability to change. And still, every thing can only change within the confines of its nature. However, a person can change within the confines of their own mind. And here is my problem, when you notice patterns in people, all of a sudden there is no desire to know anything else.
When people see your pattern you become branded, and to overcome that, takes so much effort that almost no one can surpass that. When you are branded you either live it, or spend a large portion of your life swimming against the current. My heart goes out to the few of us that fight the current. |
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| Goodmorning |
[Jun. 25th, 2006|12:35 pm] |
Goodmorning,
This is my first live journal entry. I don't really understand yet why I am doing this. Don't get me wrong, I know why I am doing this. I am doing this because I need another outlet. Lately playing guitar or talking to people doesn't give me the same satisfaction or tranquility it once gave me. Playing guitar has lost its meaning, since I now just strum along. And I feel that if I talk to people about me to much I'd come off as annoying- and I'm an "attention whore" not an "annoying bitch". So LJ, heres to growing up and finding myslef again...
J.A.
Maybe I just miss school and have the urge to write again...fuck! |
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